People say that suicide is forbidden, because it's against God's will. Recently I think, isn't everything mastered by That One Up There, including how we think? Therefore, our intention to attempt suicide is also part of The Plan, right? So we're not against anyone's will, are we.
No, I'm not in the mood to kill myself, thankfully. It's just that I've been reading about suicide in Nick Hornby's A Long Way Down (which I recommend for everyone to read).
Anyway, I am finally resigning from Chrysolit. This month, hopefully will be my last. I want to spend my days as a normal student (in other words, a student-slash-slacker) before I really have to worry about getting a job. I want to watch meaningless afternoon TV, treat myself in a hair salon, or go with my friends. Of course, that's after I take a nap. Ah, how I miss those days.
Have you ever had the feeling when you wish you could forget someone for just a day or two, and later you can...unforget that person, all because you want to forget some awful thing that the person's done to you?
Suicide, job update, and a heartbreak rant. That's my mix for today.
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