March, 13th.

Sidang KP tanggal 13 Maret.

Tigabelas Maret!!! Can it hold like for a day or something? Of all days this semester, they had to choose that day. I'm supposed to be having fun somewhere else, not standing up in front of the intimidating judge team, giving presentation about what I did (well, or lack thereof) in APTN last month.

Iya gak Oom?

I've been nervous about this ever since yesterday. To think that I have to make the 50-page-long report, with all its terms and conditions, prepare for the dreadful presentation, it all seems so...udah-mau-lulus. Not fun. And yes, there's still gonna be thesis (berikut pra-sidang dan sidangnya) next semester. How am I supposed to do all that?!

Anyway, come to think of it, 13 Maret itu sebentar lagi yah? Man, it's fast.

Desperately wanted:

1. I miss driving my car, even down that long, boring Bintaro-Karawaci route.
2. I miss hanging out with the girls.
3. I miss roaming the mall with Runi and our routine of sok kaya raya, trying on super expensive clothes and then taking pictures of us, then top the day over a cup of coffee.
4. I miss sleeping late, watching any crappy shows on TV and/or babbling unimportant things on the phone.
5. I miss waking up after the sun. Sungguh nggak sopan sebenernya kalo kita bangun mendahului matahari, menurut gua.
6. I miss wanting to strangle my Chrysolit students, at the same time can't help adoring Rosa.
7. I miss going shopping with Mom and Dinda.
8. I miss my PC at home.
9. I miss going somewhere with Bangun almost every afternoon like we do on holidays (well, his holidays actually--mumpung dia di Jakarta).

The last point has even caused a scene two nights ago. Biasalah, udah lama nggak bikin aksi. But seriously, I hate the timing right now. Either that, or I've been having the worst PMS ever; so bad, I've turned dramatic. I hate hate hate it when things aren't going my way.

If it means nothing to ya

Why'd you sing with me at all?

Is it better to eat fish that were once surrounded by filthy, filthy flies or fish that were once sprayed by Baygon to keep them from those flies?

Exaggerated intimacy

Two days ago, I planned on catching a movie in PIM with Bangun but he had no ride. On the other hand, my car was parked at home and has been rarely used ever since I started interning. So we agreed to have him coming over to my house to get the car before going to PIM to meet me. He said jokingly, "ih aku merasa kita udah deket banget deh." I said seriously, "ih aku berasa kaya deh." (karena sebelumnya gue bilang dengan nada sangat belagu, "tuh ambil aja mobil di rumah kalo nggak ada.")

There he went to my house, dropped by his mom. Since she didn't know the way out to the main street, she waited for him to pre-heat the car, quietly, which was unlike her. Afterwards, he took my car to Hilman's 'cause we weren't supposed to meet for another three hours. He told me, Hilman was quite fussy seeing him with my car. That lanky guy said, as reported by Bangun, "Bawa mobil istri, ya."

Eek.

Is it really a gesture for showing one couple's...intimacy?! I mean, to me it's just another little thing. We wanted to meet, he didn't have a car available in his house, I got my red thing waiting to be driven (masa dalam waktu sebulan cuma isi bensin dua kali saking nganggurnya..). It's a mutual situation, right?

Hilman's just exaggerating.

New year, new bunch

Here's the ending of my New-Year's-Eve-fiasco: I and Bangun decided to spend it in Bandung. We took off on Friday night, and had a small party on the 31st. Booze and co., check. Noisy, tuneless trumpets, check. Documentation, check. Guitars, check. Silly, off-key-singing, drunken friends, check.

Besties, nada.

Bune and Rozelle couldn't come with me and Runi, and as the night fell, I felt sad. Dangdutnya, semakin malam larut semakin terasa ketidakhadiran mereka. Haha. Finally the moment came; new year's eve without them. It was sad, sad, sad, even though at twelve, Bune called Runi and Rozelle called me, so we were indirectly chatting together. I was torn between laughing, feeling stupid and crying.

Anyway, on to the party. It was actually great. My first new year's eve with Bangun after we're officially together. Hehe padahal setiap taun dari jamannya lulus SMA juga barengan terus. Ebonk, Meivi, Ikhsan and Adit were also a fun company. We stayed up 'til morning, drinking and singing. Though I gotta admit, this was not the best new year's party.

So that's it, 2005. It was a good year for me with Bangun (the whole saga), Bali trip, APTN and my semester's 3.12 being the highlights. Cheers 2006, may you rock even more!