Jealousy..?

I swear I saw Fauzi Baadilla tonight in Second Floor. He was standing near the bar, and i passed him, completely star-struck. I even had the thought of smiling at him! Ahahah. He looked super. Short, but super xp Too bad i didn't see him again after that.

Anyway, I spent this Sat night in Second Floor with Bangun, Runi, Ebonk, Hilman, some of Bangun's friends, Maria, Sani, Bebek, Abe and Oho. I know this sounds stupid and shallow, but tonight i was kinda pissed at Hilman. It's totally not important, some of the things he did tonight annoyed me. I don't wanna sound like some obnoxious, uptight, i-want-you-24/7 kind of girlfriend, and i know Bangun and Hilman have been best friends since forever, but God, do they have to spend that much time together? Heck, i'm not even Bangun's girlfriend!!! x6

Another sucky thing i want to rant about: the guy's going back to Bandung this Wednesday, and he's probably not going back again to Jakarta for i don't know how long. Urgh. I hate goodbyes. I know it's only Bandung, i know we still have weekends, i know he's just an SMS or phone call away, but i want him here. I've been having too many great times with him. I curse those ITB people now for having that stupid event in which he's one of the committee next Wednesday.

It's hard to whine and write it down when you're half-high.